Take it easy

Love. Understand. Live.

i'm kinda done with the internet so peace to you all.

Not good vs. evil but love vs. love

the demon and the angel have got me in quite a bind at the moment.

Underated Music

Mother, mother
There's too many of you crying
Brother, brother, brother
There's far too many of you dying
You know we've got to find a way
To bring some lovin' here today - Ya

Father, father
We don't need to escalate
You see, war is not the answer
For only love can conquer hate
You know we've got to find a way
To bring some lovin' here today

Picket lines and picket signs
Don't punish me with brutality
Talk to me, so you can see
Oh, what's going on
What's going on
Ya, what's going on
Ah, what's going on

In the mean time
Right on, baby
Right on
Right on

Father, father, everybody thinks we're wrong
Oh, but who are they to judge us
Simply because our hair is long
Oh, you know we've got to find a way
To bring some understanding here today
Oh

Picket lines and picket signs
Don't punish me with brutality
Talk to me
So you can see
What's going on
Ya, what's going on
Tell me what's going on
I'll tell you what's going on - Uh
Right on baby
Right on baby

Annihilation by A Perfect Circle

From dehumanization to arms production,
To hasten the nation towards its destruction
Power is power, the law of the land,
Those living for death will die by their own hand,

Life's no ordeal if you come to terms,
Reject the system dictating the norms

It's your choice
Peace or Annihilation?

Being (original poem)

Alone it seems,I walk.

My gaze is brave; pained.

A swift breeze lifts my attention to the clouds above.

A sight of beauty, a sight of light.

The gallops of a majestic steed I see
resonate throughout my being.

The rhythms of its steps,
peacefully synchronize with my own.

The elder man atop his horse
Accompanies his loyal friend.

Together they ride, together they ride.

In white and gold they present their glory.

In white and gold they present their love.

Love for you, Love for me, Love for all.

My father, my angel.

Peace and serenity never seen before
In mortal flesh.

My soul, it flutters.

The very thought of wickedness escapes all humanity.

One second, its
Gone

Reminders as these bring hope.

They make our breath so worthless yet
Our lives so meaningful.

This hope of mine is to one day ride
Beside him.

This hope is

To survey the earth from the sky and
Observe the wind with new eyes,
To bring new breeze, new peace, new love,
To understand and help understand,
To end fear,
Relinquish hate.

Alone no more.
Alone no more.

Now loneliness is the only one that runs.

From itself, from myself.

My gaze is now clear, my gaze is now wise.

My steed awaits for me,
Prevent your demise.

Love

Love is.

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It is for the better of mankind, just watch.

Thank you for your time.

Comedians by birth, Geniuses by choice

George Carlin(above), Bill Hicks(below)

Even More Words of Wisdom:

Dusting is a good example of the futility of trying to put things right. As soon as you dust, the fact of your next dusting has already been established.
-Carlin

Fighting for peace is like screwing for virginity.
-Carlin

I was thinking about how people seem to read the Bible a whole lot more as they get older; then it dawned on me - they're cramming for their final exam.
-Carlin

I'm completely in favor of the separation of Church and State. My idea is that these two institutions screw us up enough on their own, so both of them together is certain death.
-Carlin

Some people see things that are and ask, Why? Some people dream of things that never were and ask, Why not? Some people have to go to work and don't have time for all that.
-Carlin

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I don't like anything in the mainstream and they don't like me.
-Hicks

I get a kick out of being an outsider constantly. It allows me to be creative.
-Hicks

If you don't think drugs have done good things for us, then take all of your records, tapes and CD's and burn them.
-Hicks

Watching television is like taking black spray paint to your third eye.
-Hicks

We all pay for life with death, so everything in between should be free.
-Hicks

Mohandas Gandhi Quotes

More Words of Wisdom:

An ounce of practice is worth more than tons of preaching.

A 'No' uttered from the deepest conviction is better than a 'Yes' merely uttered to please, or worse, to avoid trouble.

A coward is incapable of exhibiting love; it is the prerogative of the brave.

Action is no less necessary than thought to the instinctive tendencies of the human frame.

An error does not become truth by reason of multiplied propagation, nor does truth become error because nobody sees it.

Jiddu Krishnamurti Quotes

Words of wisdom:

Your belief in God is merely an escape from your monotonous, stupid and cruel life.

All ideologies are idiotic, whether religious or political, for it is conceptual thinking, the conceptual word, which has so unfortunately divided man.

Freedom from the desire for an answer is essential to the understanding of a problem.

I maintain that Truth is a pathless land, and you cannot approach it by any path whatsoever, by any religion, by any sect.

If we can really understand the problem, the answer will come out of it, because the answer is not separate from the problem.

In oneself lies the whole world and if you know how to look and learn, the door is there and the key is in your hand. Nobody on earth can give you either the key or the door to open, except yourself.

It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society.

The constant assertion of belief is an indication of fear.

What is needed, rather than running away or controlling or suppressing or any other resistance, is understanding fear; that means, watch it, learn about it, come directly into contact with it. We are to learn about fear, not how to escape from it.

Watch This

Please, you have to watch this.

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=7065205277695921912

BLEW MY FUCKING MIND...

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-594683847743189197
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WATCH THE WHOLE THING PLEASE DON'T JUDGE TILL THE END.

You have to watch this movie, i cannot live another day if you don't watch it

MAKE TIME TO WATCH THIS.

FORGET ABOUT EVERYTHING ELSE.

WATCH THIS FILM.

DO WHAT I SAY...

FOLLOW, FOLLOW, FOLLOW, FOLLOW, FOLLOW, FOLLOW, FOLLOW...
DO NOT LEARN, DO NOT SEE, DO NOT HEAR, DO NOT SPEAK, DO NOT THINK.

ONLY DO WHAT YOU ARE TOLD.
READ THE POSTERS.
FOLLOW THEM, DO WHAT THEY SAY.
DO WHAT I SAY.

Charles Chaplin (genius)

Listen to the words.
Feel them.
Breathe them.
Live them.

PLEASE GO TO OUR SHOW!!!!!!!!!!!

GIRLS READ THIS!!!!!

We guys don't care if you talk to other guys.We don't care if you're friends with other guys.

But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.

It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.

We don't care if a guy calls>OR TEXTS< you,
but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.

Nothing is that important at 2 a.m.

That it can't wait till the morning.

Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/
cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.

Don't tell us we're wrong.

We'll stop trying to convince you.

The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.

Yeah, you can quote me.

Don't be mad when we hold the door open.

Take Advantage of the mood im in.

Let us pay for you!
dont 'feel bad'
We enjoy doing it.

It's expected.

Smile and say 'thank you.

Kiss us when no one's watching.

If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.

You don't have to get dressed up for us.

If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to
wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.

We like you for who you are and not what you are.

Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's.

or my tshirt and boxers, not all dolled up.

Don't take everything we say seriously.

Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.

Don't get angry easily.

Stop using magazines/media as your bible.

Don't talk about how hott Chris Brown,
Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us.

It's boring, and we don't care. You have girlfriends for that.

Whatever happened to the word 'handsome'/'beautiful'
i'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me
with 'Hey handsome!' instead of 'Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy' or whatever else you can think of.

On the other hand im not sayin i woulndnt like it ether ; )

Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, dont wait for him to change!!!!!

Ditch his sorry butt, disgrace to the male population
and find someone who will treat you with utter respect
Someone who will honor your morals.

Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.

Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.

Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.

Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes....and say 'i love you' ..and actually mean it.

Give the nice guys a chance.

Guys repost this if you agree.

Girls repost this if you think it's cute.

Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this,
so we hope that all the girls that read this will repost this.

(Credit to Alina for email)

Please read the whole thing

We are all controlled (obviously):
*School
*Media
*Religion
(sorry to offend, it is not intended)

These control people which control the social norm we exist in. I understand the importance of this established public order and of its conformity but I don't like it one bit. Maybe I am wrong for observing these aspects of the world but I feel like something is wrong. Mostly everyone gives in to the infection which spreads rapidly and I feel that I can not survive without being like the masses.

Am I different?
Am I stupid?
Am I possibly correct?

I don't know what is wrong and what is right because there are no such definitions which are truly correct in all eyes. I do not feel like the world agrees with me.

Should I give up or should I fight?

I am disgusted with many things which I do not know how to fix yet or if I will ever be able to fix. I want to be able to fix these problems:

*Materialism
*Greed
*Selfishness
*Fanaticism
*Violence
*Disrespect
*Racism
*IGNORANCE
*Pride
*Intolerance

We humans are not human anymore. Politicians decide how this elaborate machine operates and we the inhumane gears simply rotate mindlessly to complete the meaningless circle of life.

Beauty has been underrated.
Romanticism cast aside to a discredited corner of society.
Love is deemed unrealistic, invalid and cheesy according to too many.

The best use of life is love.
The best expression of love is time.
The best time to love is now.

Beauty is all around us in everything we see.

Only the individual can judge what is beautiful.

Close your eyes at your own risk.

Birth.

Forget about my blind opinions and forget about the negativism i once presented. Forget about the bad and forget about the ugly. Remember the good and the great. Take nothing for granted as I now realize that I have way more than I need.

I think that the love from my surroundings confused me to turn and complicate all but this simple revelation has come to me. I am happy. It is simple and it is easy. I didn't realize that it could be so. This phase has come to an end and I will restrict myself from criticism and confide on true open mindedness, positivism and love.

"Happiness is only real when shared."

I want to find all to which whom I can share it with. I know that I have already found some very important ones.

I guess this could be called, "Life"

“…there was yet no joy in his heart. Dreams and restless thoughts came flowing to him from the river, from the twinkling stars at night, from the sun’s melting rays. Dreams and a restlessness of the soul came to him…”

As a growing adolescent, the message from this quote is appealing. Everything about me is changing as I think more, learn more and act more. Physically and mentally, this part of life acts as a crucial metamorphosis which will bring forth a lasting transformation. Through my brain ideas contemplate with each other and bicker endlessly for a chance at permanent placement. Everyday includes a new reflection, a new concept, or a new opinion. Like the river from which Siddhartha’s restlessness came, I too posses a torrent of thoughts which torment me and deceive me. Within these thoughts lies criticism. Criticism which fills my eyes and all I see, all I see seems wrong. The world appears to function well and smoothly but its many flaws taunt me as if I were the only one to point them out. Encircled by plastic followers with a disdain for originality, I feel pressured to give in and often quarrel within myself to seek the truth.

The reality of life exists with too many blurred definitions to be an actually legitimate reality. Dreaming about a better society and a better life never cheers me up but hope still remains in my heart. Hope that one day I can live persistently with love and happiness. As sappy as this may all sound, it is my truth and without it I would be nowhere fast. Neither religion nor logic can guide me, for I have seen too much wrong from both through my life. Reason and morality will solely bring good for me and I will desert them for nothing. Although I am reasonable, ethical and exhibit patience I still cannot keep my composure when dealing with the future.

Anticipation for the future kills me more than anything. The majority of my time thinking is spent on how and why to live. Sometimes I think that I tend to be impatient and grow desire to rush ahead. I feel like I have all aspects of my young part of life figured out and that I have to move on to bigger and better things. However, the future scares me because of the plethora of variables and different outcomes which are included in the equation. I consume most of my own thoughts, which looks conceited from an outside view and also confuses me even further. Miscellaneous thoughts constantly imported and exported from my head as if I was a trade center for a highly populated urban city. My dreams dissipate before I get a chance to remember their faint and faded details. My body shuts down and begs for mercy because it’s in need of rest for the week to come. My emotions fluctuate like a signal light without any predictable direction. Although all changes and everything become corrupt, my heart stays the same. I will always be loyal and trustworthy for my friends and family. My heart and soul is with them for my life would not have much meaning without them and many events could have not been possible.

Life goes on and things change but love goes on forever. Whether my theories are true or only speculation, I can only hope to find out and experience what I want to with them by my side. I shall master my thoughts and grow in mind, body and spirit.

Mind My Weird Thinks

I may not have problems or complications now but my brain adds complexity to my simple life. Some people are organized with their folders and binders. Some people are organized with their thoughts.

I AM NEITHER.

My mind wonders more than a nomad during the ice age. Like for example, right now I am talking on aim, blogging, listening to music and doing homework. SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH ME. My brain is never in the same place twice. I think too much and too in depth about everything and I mean EVERYTHING (300 reference). Like I think about how skinny the little cursor for typing is sometimes. I KNOW IM FREAKIN DUMB. Well i shall leave whoever reads this to go and do something instead of wasting their time reading about my dumbass self.

Rock band 2 endless setlist

THIS IS SO STUPID. NEVER PLAY IT.

Kevin Park, Anthony Martinez and I are playing every song on Rockband 2 consecutively and its fucking stupid. Its gonna take seven hours to complete. If I regret anything it would be this. AWWWWWWWWWWWW GAWD soooooo dumb. Oh well, not the first time if I've wasted time.

Sorry for not posting so much I'll try to post more.

Sincerely
Dr. Dre

Real Happiness

How do you know when Happiness is real?

Well, I don't know but I do know that I'm happy.

(sorry for previous post, I didn't mean to seem so conceded)

My soul and my heart are in the right place but mind is still at her home.

-Sincerely
Dr. Dre